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Hey. I am a beginner at this. I did it for about two weeks a couple of weeks ago and I was doing soo good. But then my boyfriend started getting mad at me for never eating with him so i had to start eating a little more and it all went down hill from there. But im back and ready to go!! I go to SIU so i live alone and its alot easier to do. I tried to do it when i was in high school but thats really hard to do with your parents staring you down at everymeal. Now that i live alone i dont have to worry about people watching me. I just dont go to the grocery store so there is nothing in my house i want to eat. This is very hard for me since i love food and i like to cook, mostly desserts. I have a boyfriend whom I like alot. Its always hard around him becasue i think he worries about me. But all i keep thinking is that, wouldnt he like me more if i was just a few pounds thinner? I just dont understand why everyone makes such a big deal about it? I will look better in the end and i am not hurting anyone else so why should they care?

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